I was feeling rather guilty now. Haiis. I realli didnt spare any thoughts for baby which I always thought I did. Literally, he did ALMOST everything he can to make mi happy and loved. Imma pampered brat seriously. Being pampered by baby till I forget to pamper him too. I always complain bout him doing this and that and not loving mi. But it seems that I am the one who is letting him dwn. I always dream of a boyfriend who can get along well wif my family and good friends. And baby did it ALL. ALL as in he really win the favour of my parents, siblings, gd friends and even to the extent of my grandparents liking him. But wad did I did for him in return? Absolutely nth. Haiis. I nv ever thought that he can sit tgt wif my gd frens, ( qy, mc, benjamin ) and both of my parents without being awkward. Instead of feeling weird, he chats and get along very well wif them. Really appreciated that alot!! A WHOLE LOT I MEANT!!


BABY* gave mi 2 SWITT SURPRISES today::


1st. He bluffed mi that he can only finish his work at 8pm so we dun hv adequate time to mit up.
End up baby gave mi a surprise by standing outside my door without mi knowing that he came. I was lost for words in fact.

2nd. When I made baby angry and we sort of keep "silent" when sending baby to the MRT station. He secretly placed 10 buck into my jacket's hood coz he noe tat I am "Bankrupt." Is not the money that matters it was the "care"for mi. Imagine that I pissed him off but still, he spared a thought for mi. Haiis. Feel so guilty.. sobx


Sorrie for saying that I miss "guys" infront of u. As I said I told every single 1 of my good friend that I miss them whenever I like it. I dunno tat even my real bro'y best friend he oso will angry. I noe tat he was not being petty just that he dunwan to arouse unnecessary troubles again. Like someone else fallin for mi again. l0lx. SORRY BABY! Thkq LOVE YA!!

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